case of the missing A

i woke up at an unGodly hour today which was at 0400 hours. this was intended, althought actually, i had set the alarm at 0445 hours. i wanted to fast today because the days that i didn't fast way before this, was long overdue for me to replace them. so, i picked today. i waited till about 0445 hours to make my cereal drink (i am a habitual eater. i can eat this cereal drink 3 times a day and i won't complain one bit!). after having my meal, i did a spot of studying (yeah, i actually did!!) and of course surfing (most of the time) till about 0713hours when i decided to sleep back cause i am DEPRIVED of good sleep (simply because i am suffering from insomnia).

this is how a person with insonia sleeps. eyes wide shut (such an irony!)

*sleep sleep sleep*

*drool....(maybe i have VII cranial nerve palsy?)*

i woke up again at 0930 hours but i had to force myself back to sleep because i want to really rest today. finally, at 1130 hours, i woke up. waaahhhhh.... so damn long one i slept! i sooo damn proud of myself leyy. i mean, i can hardly sleep a good 4 hour in a stretch. so, to achieve such heavenly long sleep, i feel like a champ! (haiiisshhh... to sleep oso so hard for me....). as i woke up, the temperature has already long risen before me. so damn hot la!!! habis hangit dah satu badan! immediately, i went to have my brunch shower. after the shower, just out of impulse, i went to the pantry area to put away some dirty dishes. suddenly.... i noticed something. something really weird.....

i "borrowed" someone's apple just for the purpose of taking picture....

*snap snap snap*

*uissshhhhh aku gigit juga karang apple ni.....*

the plastic that was holding my apple that was in the vegie drawer in the fridge, was on the pantry top and it was EMPTY! i did some lookey lookey and i saw that the core was already in the makeshift wastebasket (i did not dig in it ok. it wasn't even full, so i could definitely see the core in there)!!. waaahhhh!!! so berapi already my hati. then, i wrote a note:

buat penat tulis je. bukannya ada siapa nak ngaku.

....and pasted it on the fridge door (yeah, we do not have magnets). i waited.... and waited... and blahdy waited. NOONE.....NOONE (sing to the tune of Alicia Keys' hit single "noone") came to own up! aiisshhh... what the hell is this?? come on la. i won't be angry, i will just be outraged!!! aiiyaaa... no la. i just want you to own up la. i mean, i have WALKED under the hot scorching sun to get this particular APPLE, so, if you want to take oso, ask me first la. currently, in this house, there are only 5 of us. cut me out, there are 4 of them. cut one out cause i asked her, who ate my apple, and she denied it was her. and then there were 3. i have in mind this person who is staying next door. i haven't had the chance to confront her. but if it was her, and she was in her right mind, she would have told me kan? still waiting.......

because i so damn geram (and actually quite thirsty because of the heat), i decided to break fast. i drank like as if i am diabetic (selisih malaikat 44),or in my case, badak air. then, off again for another session of mindless studying. did the blahdy laundry that was piling up and also took out the recycle items that i sorted out yesterday. at about 1700 hours, i was SLEEPY again!!! aiiiyaahhh?? how come?? i concluded that it was because i am so damn pissed about my apple la. all the emotions (yes, i am emo. i may not look the part) that i was going thru, drained me out......

i tot i wanted to nap for 15mins. sekali tgk, 45 mins!! and i was supposed to go to gym. the lazy part of me was overwhelming that i decided not to go to gym. i was taking time, wasting every bit of it to let it pass. but then, the conscious part of me forced me to go. without even thinking twice, i let her dominate me. got ready, got set, WENT!

spent about an hour in the gym and was happy (despite having my bad knee) that i burnt a copious amount of calorie (tapi, macam tak kurus2 je lagi. kenapa la ni?). i didn't do weights today as i was giving face to the lazy me (she needs some attention too). but nvm, there is still tomorrow, aite? i'll do weights tomorrow, PROMISE.

just because of my APPLE, i became disorganized and dislodged from the plans that i had. see, what this situation has made out of me?

moral: do not take my fruits away from me, it'll make me NUTS!