Showing posts with label advise. Show all posts
Showing posts with label advise. Show all posts

Thursday, July 8, 2010

Especially for you

This morning, my BB Devil signaled that I got mail. When I checked the mail, it was a notification that I have a comment for one of my entry in this blog. So because it was such a special comment, I have decided to make an entry out of it.

This was the comment:
"If you have any problems pertaining to the school, why don't you speak to me personally. Why are you tarnishing my name for your convenience. How will feel if someone does that to you when you are working. Put yourself in other people's shoes and feel it yourself. Your attitude need to change too. You should not even think of damaging other people's reputation as we are all humans and your Islamic teachings has also taught you this if I am not mistaken. Try to more calm when blogging. "

And here is my comment for that comment:

Dear fissure in ano AKA anonymous,

First of all, did we even speak when I was there? I have no friggin' idea who you are.

I do not have a problem or problems pertaining to the school as I did not and do not go there. The problem that I encountered was the hostility that was conveyed to me by the people that are working there. Well, to be honest and fair, not all of the people are as hostile and vile as the ones that i mentioned in my earlier post. For example, at least the Bangladeshi guards were nice enough to let me park at the preferred parking area while I go about business in the school. Also, the lady at the reception at the lobby, she was really nice to me to guide me to where I wanted to go. See, I don't trash them, because they are NICE.

Excuse me for saying this, but honey, it is really not convenient for me to trash anyone in my blog, let alone trashing you. It does take some time to write and wait for ideas to come to compose entries in blogs, you know. Convenience is further than the North Pole for me in this matter. Considering the fact that I get off work late and tired and out of ideas, this, my friend, is hard work.

Anonymous, it is easy to tell me to put myself in other people's shoes, or your shoes in this matter, to know how it feels. Well, let me ask you of this little favour, why don't YOU put yourself in MY shoes on the day that that incident happened in your school, and feel how I feel being treated like TRASH. It burns right?

Of course I need to change my attitude every now and then to make myself a better person. YOU must too. Oh, wait, you NEED to change YOUR vile attitude.

Oh, come on now. Don't use that RELIGION thing here. I am sure your religion, whatever it is that you are practicing, even if you are an atheist, will teach you that it is not right to treat others like you are so superior. Or are you actually suggesting that your religion allows you to be so arrogant? I doubt so. It all finally boils down to: "Do unto others what you want others to do unto you". I am sure you have heard or read that somewhere?

I am as calm as the summer's breeze.

(^_^)y

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Choices

Try put yourself in this situation: you are made to choose between the one you truly love and your family. Which one will be your choice?

The logical answer will be choosing your family over the one you love. After all, they have been there all your life and has been supporting you in so many ways, it is unfair for you to let them go and choose the person you love. But then again, if your family loves you, don't they want to see you happy too? OK, they may say that they know what is best for you, but really, do they know you that well?

I know that there are many people out there who sacrificed their love just so that their family is happy. In the end, they are the one who suffer. Living a life full of facade, trying to be happy, trying so hard to satisfy the others, except themselves. It is a selfless act I might say. But then again, those who choose the person they love will be termed as selfish, why is that so?

What about the family? Aren't they selfish too if they were to impose a life, a future on that individual when that individual has no say at all? Using health, status, and anything under the sun as ammunitions to make the individual feel guilty if he/she were to choose the love of her/his life? Is that fair?

Unless that individual has been living in the caves for most of his/her life, then someone has the rights to map her/his future. Other than that, I guess we do need freedom to learn and live our own lives... don't you agree?

To my girlfriend, stay calm, breath, and be strong. Life is never fair.

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

From table to head


I caught a picture of this guy while waiting in line to check Amira in at the counter on the day that she was supposed to go back. He is so proud donning the straw hat that I was in awe to see him. Actually that hat-like thing is used as a food cover when food is left on the table in Malay homes. But he took it a distance further and made it into a hat and wore it indoors, no less.

See, he dares to be different.

Being different is very dissimilar to being alone. Many people regard that being different is the cause for us to be alone. Not that true. There are many people that are different in so many ways in this world and definitely they are not alone. They maybe alone in their geographical area, but generally, they are not really alone.

Nobody can truly be alone. We always need someone. Someone to talk to, someone to lean on, someone to catch our fall, someone to do anything with us. We don't need many persons, just another person so that we can reflect on who we really are. My mom always says that in this world, we are alone, and we will die alone. Death is a lonely process but when we die, we do need others to manage our death. And we are still alive, we need to keep good relations with the people most important to us, our family.

Personally, I don't think I can be alone. I may look like a loner, but I definitely need someone to talk to. I have thoughts and I need my thoughts to be heard. Blogging is a fine example of how we can never be alone. We are talking to others thru the WWW. So in essence, no one can actually be alone.

It is OK to be different, but it is not OK to be alone.

Monday, November 9, 2009

aku sekadar menolong

badan2 ini bukan untuk loan kahwin ye, harap maklum.



MARA Scholarship Programs
http://www.mara.gov.my/english/division/BPP/default.htm

Yayasan Proton Scholarship
http://www.malaysia-scholarship.com/yproton.html

PTPTN Education Loan
http://ptptn.gov.my/

The Star Education Fund
http://thestar.com.my/edufund

Astro Scholarship Award
http://www.astro.com.my/v5/astrolife/scholarship/

PETRONAS Education Scholarship Programs
http://esu-spmtrial.petronas.com.my/

2007 MNRB Scholarship Fund
http://www.mnrb.com.my/

OCBC Bank Scholarship
http://www.ocbc.com.my/global/aboutOCBC/Gco_Abt_Community.shtm

Bank Negara Scholarship
http://www.bnm.gov.my/

ABM 50th Merdeka Scholarship
http://www.abm.org.my/

Curtin Sarawak Scholarship
http://www.curtin.edu.my/

The University of Nottingham Malaysia Campus High Achievers Scholarships
http://www.nottingham.edu.my/students/MISC/High%20Achievers%20Scholarship%202006-July06.pdf

HELP University College
http://www.help.edu.my/scholarships/index.php

Adelaide Achiever Scholarships International (AASI)
http://www.international.adelaide.edu.au/future/scholarships/ug/

Curtin University of Technology Scholarship
http://www.emaac.org/

Charles Darwin University Scholarship
http://www.malaysia-scholarship.com/www.cdu.edu.au/engineering/scholarships_ug_int_eng.htm

Kolej Disted-Stamford Degree Scholarships
http://www.disted.edu.my/

Leeds University Scholarships
http://scholarships.leeds.ac.uk/

Loughborough University Human Science Scholarships
http://www.lboro.ac.uk/

MAAC Scholarship - La Trobe University 2006
http://www.latrobe.edu.au/international/courses/ug.html

NUS / Asean Undergraduate Scholarship
http://www.nus.edu.sg/admissions/undergrad/scholarship/nus_asean.htm

UCL Pathfinder Scholarships
http://www.ucl.ac.uk/

University of Sheffield Scholarship
http://www.shef.ac.uk/malaysia/entry.html

UTAR Scholarships
http://www.utar.edu.my/

Nanyang Technological University Scholarship
http://www.ntu.edu.sg/oad/scholarships/nanyang..htm

Tasmanian International Scholarships
http://www.international.utas.edu.au/documents/internationalApplication.pdf

University of Malaya Fellowship Scheme
http://ips.um.edu.my/

Universiti Malaysia Sarawak Scholarship
http://www.unimas.my/

King Abdullah University of Science and Technology (KAUST Discovery Scholarship)
http://apply.embark.com/kaust/discovery/

Universiti Malaysia Sabah Scholarship
http://www.ums.edu.my/pasca

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

soalan aku kepada gadis-gadis di luar sana....

manakah akan anda pilih:


lelaki yang memberi anda segalanya tetapi tidak membuat anda bahagia,
atau
lelaki yang tidak memberi anda segalanya tetapi anda bahagia bersamanya?



p/s: ini adalah soalan yang diajukan oleh seorang kawan. she needs advise. tolong yuk!

Friday, October 9, 2009

pesanan mak aku kepada jejaka-jejaka di luar sana


2 hari yang lepas ketika aku sibuk "skype"ing sama mak aku yang berada jauh nun di obersi......

ntah macam mana perbualan kami bertumpu ke arah masa depan (subjek lemah untuk aku huhuhhu). dia membuat pesanan begini kepada jejaka-jejaka yang menyimpan rasa minat pada anak perempuan sulungnya ini....

"kalau nak merisik, over the phone pun boleh. mama don't mind. i am far kan. tapi kalau nak meminang, they have to come here (obersi)."

adoiyayy.... penat tu pihak laki nak kumpul duit untuk hantar rombongan meminang ke obersi. kalau nak ke sana boleh sampai takat naik train KTM takpe juga. ni.... at least kena naik connecting flight AirAsia untuk save sket.

lagi mak aku pesan: "nak meminang tu ada duit ke tak? iye la, mama dah penat besarkan anak mama, dah cantik, dan berpelajaran. takkan la mama nak main kasi anak mama macam2 tu je kan"

erkkk..... no comment....

hari tu pergi rumah roz, mak dia pulak pesan: "when you look at a man, first look at his shoes, then his belt, then see how thick is his wallet. look at his heart and lastly look at his face"


ok, ada sesiapa ada beran?

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

fate

someone from YMP asked me the other day:

"what do you know about fate?"

REd: "it is something that you cannot change"

amin: "so you believe that your fate is written specifically for you?"

REd: "yes"

amin: "but do you think that God is a puppeteer that controls your each and every move?"

REd: "no"


yes, whatever happened, happens, or will happen in our lives are based on fate. we can't change it but we definitely can take it in a better way. yesterday, tomorrow, today; look at the next one and say "life is a learning process. we learn from every single occurance."

Monday, August 31, 2009

thank you roz, kings, and jenna

yesterday, i was invited by these 3 lovely ronggengs of mine to go to a meet, where young muslims gather and talk about anything and everything. roz and i were late to arrive, jenna and kings got there first. as soon as we arrived, asar was done while waiting for the others to come. right before we head for downstairs, roz said to me:

"alia, you should be thankful that nothing major happened to any of you during the accident. you should thank Allah that you are still alive. you should think, why Allah still wants you to live. what is it that you must do, what is your task as a khalifah. think about it alia and just be thankful. everything has it's hikamah"





we went downsstairs to see more people had joined us for the meet. yes, the guy sitting on the chair is an ustaz, he really does not look like one.... :). we were talking abd discussing about surahs in the Qur'an and about being a khalifah in this world.

i learned something during the meet and i thank God that i attended it.

reading surah Al-Kahf (XVIII) will calm your emotions when you are troubled by something. as soon as i can, i will read it. i need to be calm, i need to let it go but not forget it, as this is a lesson for me.

insya'Allah

Saturday, May 9, 2009

sleeping tips

1 DON'T SLEEP WITH WATCH
Watches can emit a certain level of radioactivity.
Though small, but if you wear your watch to bed
for a long time, it might have adverse effects on your health.

2 DON'T SLEEP WITH BRA
Scientists in America have discovered those that
wear bras for more than 12 hours have
a higher risk of getting breast cancer.
So go to bed without it.

3 DON'T SLEEP WITH PHONE
Putting the phone beside your bed or anywhere
near you is not encouraged.
Though some of us will use phones as alarm clocks,
but please put the phone as far as possible.
Scientists have proved that electrical items including
mobile phone and television sets emit magnetic waves when used.
These waves can cause disruptions to our nervous system.
Therefore if you need to put your mobile phone near you,
switch it off first.

4 DON'T SLEEP WITH MAKE UP
People who sleep with make up might have
skin problems in the long run.
Sleeping with make up will cause the skin to have
difficulty in breathing and problem in perspiring.
You will also need a much longer time to go into deep sleep.

Lastly.....

5 DON'T SLEEP WITH OTHERS' WIFE / HUSBAND
You may never wake up again.

Saturday, April 25, 2009

AngEr

I used to be a very angry person. the simplest thing that no one bothers about can make me tick. the simplest words can make me feel like i hate the person who said it so much that i don't want to have anything to do with that person anymore. i was full of grudge, i will never let go until i see that the person suffers, in any form possible.

but not anymore.

i have learn (the hard way) that being angry does not do me any good. yeah, i tend to bottle them up. and sometimes, just sometimes i burst. but that is very, very rare. nowadays, i go like "whatever". you wanna do what makes you happy, go ahead. i mean, why should i reciprocate your negativeness right? i do, what i do best, ignore. it goes in one ear, it passes out the other. simple. i don't want to be so full of remorse.

if i keep too much negatives in me, i can never move on. i mean, i am not to say that people can just step over my head. i won't allow that. but there are other ways that i can manipulate to make that person realize that it does not need all these energy. anger is good to be vent out in other ways. like jogging, shopping, sleeping, praying... anything else that is positive.

when in anger, people do stupid things. they say things that they don't mean and end up regretting it later. i do stupid things too, i do it unto myself. i don't involve anyone in it because it is my anger that i should deal with. why should i hurt others, right? when i say something and i hurt the other person, i feel so regretful that a simple "sorry" just don't cut it. that is why i love to remain silent when i am angry, unless i am provoked, then i should give my 2 cents worth, eh?

therefore, i don't let anger get the best of me. for what? waste my time oni. and you shouldn't too. think before you speak ;)

Sunday, April 12, 2009

jangan tegur

...tapi sorry arr pierre, REd nak kena tegur gak arr pasal filem hang ni. REd harap hang baca la REd nyer review yang sangat ikhlas dari hati tentang filem terbaru hang ni.

hang nasib baik tau pierre, REd sokong industri perfileman tempatan. REd tak beli pun pirate, REd tgk filem hang ni kat punggung panggung. sebenaqnya REd nak tgk cerita "TALENTIME" (yang sure pasti best sebab yasmin ahmad punya kan), tapi tak showing lak masa tu. so bantai arr... REd dengaq kat radio, macam seram jek bunyi cerita hang ni, so i gave it a go.

REd faham, hang punya style, hang nak tiru style horror jepun/korea kan? dapat tangkap arr hang nyer pattern cerita tu, jadi takyah la nak deny. tapi kan, REd tgk, REd kasi B- la for the effort. cara penyampaian hang yang nak buat cerita tu seram, last2 jadi kelakar pun ada, tau dak? bukan REd sorang yang gelak, satu panggung bantai gelak. sorry to say pa pierre, cerita ni cerita seram ke cerita sequel raja lawak?

pastu pierre, hang tak cukup buat homework la. ada ke hang buat scene, satu jenazah melepak tengah laman rumah tu. mana ada weii. at least ada round-the-clock team bacaan yaasin for jenazah tu. hang nak kata apa, maksu sama paksu nyer umah jauh dari yang lain? tak juga... rumah depa dekat je ngan rumah jiran kan? lagi satu scene yang REd kurang sedap tgk. yang kat hospital tu. si natasya nak gi toilet, pehal la pulak jauh naa toilet from room dia? hospital kerajaan pun tak kejam macam tu la pierre. toilet tu patut dekat aja. and kenapa kosong je spital tu masa dia jalan kat corridor ke ward ke? pelik arr... REd yang kerja oncall ni pun nampak banyak je orang lalu lalang kat kawasan dalam spital. hang nak loqlaq pun, biar logik la.

hang takde idea ke apa pierre? naper scene yang sama hang suka repeat? sumpah REd tertido masa tgk movie ni. REd lepas tgk "jangan pandang belakang", REd dah bantai gelak. but i gave you benefit of the doubt, maybe this might be better than the last. "congkak" tu kira resurrection arr untuk hang. tapi "jangan tegur", total FLOP la...

pierre, samada pas ni hang buat elok2, atau hang just belakon filem orang je la. sayang arr hang buat kerja nak tak nak macam ni. len kali, REd beli pirate, baru hang tau.

pada yang belum tengok filem ni, nasihat REd : jangan bazir duit

Saturday, April 11, 2009

shoulder

look,
that is my shoulder,
come,
come along now,
especially for you,
when you need to shed some tears.

hey,
don't you worry,
no matter what happens,
i am here,
i promise i won't run off in a hurry.

don't,
don't mind what they say,
don't look at them in anger,
because in the end,
they don't matter that much anyway.

please,
tell me that you are happy,
tell me that you are glad,
tell me that you are contented,
tell me that you forgot how to be sad.

remember,
when the world pulls you down,
and they are all gone,
i'll be around,
i'll lend you my shoulder,
just for you to lean on.

Saturday, April 4, 2009

JOHN HOPKINS-LATEST FINDINGS ON CANCER

i got this from my aunt, who is a healthcare provider in jeddah royal king fahad hospital. i hope it is useful for us.



AFTER YEARS OF TELLING PEOPLE CHEMOTHERAPY IS THE ONLY WAY TO TRY AND ELIMINATE CANCER, JOHN HOPKINS IS FINALLY STARTING TO TELL YOU THERE IS AN ALTERNATIVE WAY.

1. Every person has cancer cells in the body. These cancer cells do not show up in the standard tests until they have multiplied to a few billion. When doctors tell cancer patients that there are no more cancer cells in their bodies after treatment, it just means the tests are unable to detect the cancer cells because they have not reached the detectable size.

2. Cancer cells occur between 6 to more than 10 times in a person's lifetime.

3. When the person's immune system is strong the cancer cells will be destroyed and prevented from multiplying and forming tumors.

4. When a person has cancer it indicates the person has multiple nutritional deficiencies. These could be due to genetic, environmental, food and lifestyle factors.

5. To overcome the multiple nutritional deficiencies, changing diet and including supplements will strengthen the immune system.

6. Chemotherapy involves poisoning the rapidly-growing cancer cells and also destroys rapidly-growing healthy cells in the bone marrow, gastrointestinal tract etc, and can cause organ damage, like liver, kidneys, heart, lungs etc.

7. Radiation while destroying cancer cells also burns, scars and damages healthy cells, tissues and organs.

8. Initial treatment with chemotherapy and radiation will often reduce tumor size. However prolonged use of chemotherapy and radiation do not result in more tumor destruction.

9. When the body has too much toxic burden from chemotherapy and radiation the immune system is either compromised or destroyed, hence the person can succumb to various kinds of infections and complications.

10. Chemotherapy and radiation can cause cancer cells to mutate and become resistant and difficult to destroy. Surgery can also cause cancer cells to spread to other sites.

11. An effective way to battle cancer is to starve the cancer cells by not feeding it with the foods it needs to multiply.



CANCER CELLS FEED ON:

a. Sugar is a cancer-feeder. By cutting off sugar it cuts off one important food supply to the cancer cells. Sugar substitutes like NutraSweet, Equal, Spoonful, etc. are made with Aspartame and it is harmful. A better natural substitute would be Manuka honey or molasses but only in very small amounts. Table salt has a chemical added to make it white in color. Better alternative is Bragg's Aminos or sea salt.

b. Milk causes the body to produce mucus, especially in the gastrointestinal tract. Cancer feeds on mucus. By cutting off milk and substituting with unsweetened soy milk cancer cells are being starved.

c. Cancer cells thrive in an acid environment. A meat-based diet is acidic and it is best to eat fish, and a little chicken rather than beef or pork. Meat also contains livestock antibiotics, growth hormones and parasites, which are all harmful, especially to people with cancer.

d. A diet made of 80% fresh vegetables and juice, whole grains, seeds, nuts and a little fruit help put the body into an alkaline environment. About 20% can be from cooked food including beans. Fresh vegetable juices provide live enzymes that are easily absorbed and reach down to cellular levels within 15 minutes to nourish and enhance growth of healthy cells. To obtain live enzymes for building healthy cells try and drink fresh vegetable juice (most vegetables including bean sprouts) and eat some raw vegetable s 2 or 3 times a day. Enzymes are destroyed at temperatures of 104 degrees F (40 degrees C).

e. Avoid coffee, tea, and chocolate, which have high caffeine. Green tea is a better alternative and has cancer-fighting properties. Water-best to drink purified water, or filtered, to avoid known toxins and heavy metals in tap water. Distilled water is acidic, avoid it.

12. Meat protein is difficult to digest and requires a lot of digestive enzymes. Undigested meat remaining in the intestines become putrefied and leads to more toxic build-up.

13. Cancer cell walls have a tough protein covering. By refraining from or eating less meat it frees more enzymes to attack the protein walls of cancer cells and allows the body's killer cells to destroy the cancer cells.

14. Some supplements build up the immune system (IP6, Flor-ssence, Essiac, anti-oxidants, vitamins, minerals, EFAs etc.) to enable the body’s own killer cells to destroy cancer cells. Other supplements like vitamin E are known to cause apoptosis, or programmed cell death, the body's normal method of disposing of damaged, unwanted anted, or unneeded cells.

15. Cancer is a disease of the mind, body, and spirit. A proactive and positive spirit will help the cancer warrior be a survivor. Anger, resentment, and bitterness put the body into a stressful and acidic environment. Learn to have a loving and forgiving spirit. Learn to relax and enjoy life.

16. Cancer cells cannot thrive in an oxygenated environment. Exercising daily and deep breathing helps to get more oxygen down to the cellular level. Oxygen therapy is another means employed to destroy cancer cells.

CANCER UP-DATE FROM JOHN HOPKINS HOSPITAL, U S A

1. No plastic containers in microwave.
2. No water bottles in freezer.
3. No plastic wrap in microwave.



Johns Hopkins has recently sent this out in its newsletters. This information is being circulated at Walter Reed Army Medical Center as well.

Dioxin chemicals cause cancer, especially breast cancer.
Dioxins are highly poisonous to the cells of our bodies.
Don't freeze your plastic bottles with water in them as this releases dioxins from the plastic.

Recently, Dr. Edward Fujimoto, Wellness Program Manager at Castle Hospital, was on a TV program to explain this health hazard. He talked about dioxins and how bad they are for us. He said that we should not be heating our food in the microwave using plastic containers.

This especially applies to foods that contain fat. He said that the combination of fat, high heat, and plastics releases dioxin into the food and ultimately into the cells of the body. Instead, he recommends using glass, such as Corning Ware, Pyrex or ceramic containers for heating food. You get the same results, only without the dioxin. So such things as TV dinners, instant ramen and soups, etc., should be removed from the container and heated in something else.

Paper isn't bad but you don't know what is in the paper. It's just safer to use tempered glass, Corning Ware, etc. He reminded us that a while ago some of the fast food restaurants moved away from the foam containers to paper. The dioxin problem is one of the reasons.

Also, he pointed out that plastic wrap, such as Saran, is just as dangerous when placed over foods to be cooked in the microwave. As the food is nuked, the high heat causes poisonous toxins to actually melt out of the plastic wrap and drip into the food. Cover food with a paper towel instead.

Thursday, February 19, 2009

clean hospital canteens?

third day was rather slow. we had the whole morning filled with sessions of briefing and talks. thank God for the free access of wireless internet, i was keeping myself awake and occupied, not with the talks (which i am supposed to), but with the updates online. as the day progressed, it got more interesting. we were allowed to do an evaluation of food premises around Kuala Nerang.




we were divided into 3 groups: 4 - 4 - 3. i was with the guys and the other girls were all together. they were placed at the stalls by the roadside. my team was told to go to the hospital canteen.

talking about hospital canteens, i would expect the level of cleanliness to be up to par as they are serving not only outsiders and staffs, they are also serving the patients in the hospital. i was in for a surprise. i am a very particular person and when i saw the condition that was beyond the counter of the canteen, i couldn't believe my eyes, nor my nose for that matter, as when i opened the fridge, it smelled like some rotten carcass was in there for a long time. the worker had the cheek to tell me that usually, the kitchen is very well organised and clean. but because we came in as a surprise visit, they weren't prepared for us. so, you tell me, what DOES she actually mean? cleanliness is only when the inspectors come around?

during the final evaluation with the HOD of food safety, i marked the premise as being incompetent to operate. i mean, really, they should have high standards for hospitals. but the HOD said that i was too detail in my inspection. but of course sir, if not, there could be an outbreak of food poisoning that we are actually trying to curb!

after much inspection and evaluation, the day ended up on impulse doings. arul, jas and i went in search for material for arul to make a baju kurung. we didn't plan this at all, but because i was the master of persuasion, it happened. she bought some materials and we hunted for a house that has a very well known tailor. eventhough we were tired and weak of the scorching sun, we did make the day a little better by impulse doings. i hope that the kurungs turned out to be perfect!!

p/s: please don't dine at the Kuala Nerang Hospital canteen. save yourself....

Thursday, February 5, 2009

tangga-tangga kehidupan

tangga kat rumah REd.

tangga kejayaan: iye, semua orang sibuk race naik tangga ni. semua mesti nak berjaya dalam hidup kan. saper nak melingkup iye tak? even mat pit pun nak berjaya meng'high'kan diri tahap langit ketujuh ye tak?

buat masa kini, REd masih lagi mendaki tangga ni. dah 2/3 ketinggian tangga ni REd conquer dengan jayanya. dengan kepercayaan dan support family REd, especially mama, yang tak pernah doubt kebolehan REd dalam bidang ni. insya'Allah. sikit je lagi, REd jua akan join rakan seperjuangan yang lain dalam dunia kedoktoran ni.

lepas tu, mesti la nak daki lagi. takkan nak stop kat sana. nak buat specialization lagi. nak branch out buat benda lain lagi. buat masa ni planning nak specialize in general surgery, alah, macam Dr. Bailey tu. walaupun Mr. Pelik dah buat REd ni macam sampah, itu tak membunuh semangat REd. infact, he will see that i can be better than him, God willing.

tapi, byk parents kepada patients REd masa REd kat paeds posting tu cakap that i should specialize in paediatrics. simply because the children are comfortable with me and i know how to handle them. i didn't even realize that. i never actually liked the posting. but i guess because tak suka punya pasal, i tend to put more effort into it and it made me better towards the end.


rumah tangga: erkk... yang ni susah sikit nak cakap. kalau pergi wedding mana2 je, soalan wajib: "you bila lagi?". e eh, kalau la aku ni pak nujum, mungkin aku boleh jawap soalan tu. no, wait. kalau aku ada calon dah, boleh juga aku jawap: "tanya dia".

"dia" pun tak wujud lagi, macam mana la aku nak jawap soalan ni. haisshh... gila tak suka k. kadang rasa macam geram lak bila kena tanya. kalau ko nak tgk sangat aku berumah tangga, ko gi la cari untuk aku, ok? siap buat alasan lagi: "sementara kaki nek lang ni elok lagi, cepat2 kan la temu jodoh. boleh nek lang datang". aku ngan muka selamba baba menjawap: "haa... takpe nek lang, marlyne kan ke doktor. nnt marlyne treat nek lang ok. insya'Allah ok punya. jgn risau"

asal aku buka facebook, ada je jemputan. asal aku masuk email, ada je jemputan. haishh... seru derang dah sampai kan. takkan nak halang lak. tapi yang sedih pasal kahwin muda ni, ada yang tak pasti sebenarnya. just did it out of the blue. blom sempat aku nak hantar kad congrats, tau2 dah cerai. tu lagi la parah. nasib takde anak. kalau tak, sian kat anak tu kan.

sebelum nak amik leap of faith ni, kena la fikir bebetul dulu....



rukun tangga: ni sama ke ngan rukun iman, rukun islam, atau rukun negara? tak sama ekk? atau rukun tu sama dengan buah sukun yang orang buat jadi kuih makan petang tu? alamak.... tak sama juga ke?

REd rajin tengok cerita P.Ramlee kan. biasa tgk ahli rukun tangga tu pergi rounding kampung la, cuba cari penyamun la, apa la. macam best je. tak pernah lak aku volunteer jadi ahli rukun tangga. nak juga merasa. tapi masalahnya kat sini takde rukun tangga. kat sini ada security guard je. lalu sebelah pondok dia: "adik manesssss" adoiyayy.... mau lari naik tangga jadinya.


anak tangga: anak tangga tu siapa sebenarnya mak apak dia? selalu tak orang tanya dia: "anak sapa la ni?". rasanya kalau REd buat specialization dalam paediatrics, boleh tak REd practice merawat kat anak tangga? macam tak boleh jekk....

REd takut juga ngan anak tangga ni sebenarnya. especially yang licin dan/atau yang narrow. iye la, dah la kaki aku ni besar macam sampan. kalau salah pijak tak ke naya? kalau yang licin tu pulak, takyah cakap la. masa winter kat russia dulu, sampai kematu bontot arr sebab jatuh je.

serious, aku ngan anak tangga bagai sworn enemies.


P/S: cuba korang sebut tangga banyak2 kali. macam pelik kan jadinya. silap2 haribulan jadi sifu dan tongga (nabil, kenapa la kau berlakon dalam citer ni?? sedih REd tau...) pun iye juga. ni suggestion je.

Friday, January 30, 2009

jumaat

pernah tak korang terfikir pasal mati? mesti pernah kan. kalau tak, macam pelik la pulak. mak REd cakap kita wajib fikir pasal mati ni. at least 7 kali sehari, agar kita membaiki diri kita dari segi aqidah dan menyediakan diri kita untuk menghadapi mati yang bakal tiba tanpa diduga.

masa REd kecik2 dulu, REd takut pada mati. takut sangat sampai ada sekali ni, REd nangis. REd tak berani nak berada sorang2 dalam liang lahat nanti. REd gerun dengan kehadiran malaikat maut. masa tu, memang kalau sebut aja pasal mati, rasa macam kalau boleh, nak hidup sampai bila2. tak nak hadapi mati tu. tapi macam tak logik kan. semua orang akan mati. nak, tak nak. cuma yang akan membezakan kita dalam menghadapi mati ni ialah: macam mana kita akan mati?

kalau boleh, semua nak mati dalam tidur. kononnya paling peaceful. dalam hidup REd ada 2 orang yang REd kenal yang actually mati dalam tidur mereka: Allahyarham Pak Andak REd dari singapore, and Allahyarham bapa kawan baik REd. ada yang REd kenal, mati accident, ada mati suicide, ada mati sebab sakit. macam2 keadaan mereka.

of course kita nak mati dalam keadaan yang beriman. and of course kita nak mati dalam keadaan berjihad. orang kata ibu yang meninggal ketika melahirkan anak tu dikira jihad kecil. orang yang mati dalam solat pun dikira jihad kecil. jihad kecil ni macam lepas dari seksaan kubur la. REd pernah dengar la satu tape ni masa REd kecik dulu. tape tu macam bayangkan keadaan bila kita disoal dan diseksa dalam kubur nanti. REd punya la takut. sampai meleleh air mata.

sekarang baru REd faham. kita mmg tak boleh nak lari dari mati. macam mana michael jakson nak hidup dalam kotak yang kedap segala2nya supaya roh dia tak dapat kuar dari badan dia, itu memang idea bangang bin bahalol. aku pun tak tau la macam mana aku boleh minat kat MJ. nasib aku tak jadikan dia idola aku la kan. bodoh nak mam!

sementara kita masih hidup ni, kita toksah la nak beban otak kita ngan soalan: macam mana la kita akan mati nanti ek? kita get ready je la. buat benda baik. jaga diri. tambahkan pahala. semua semua yang positif la. iye, mmg sebaik2 manusia, mesti ada dosa punya. but, takyah la nak tambah benda yang negative kan.

persoalan yang jauh lagi penting sebenarnya adalah: DAH SOLAT?

nota kaki: hari ni hari jumaat. tapi aku tgk masa waktu solat jumaat, ada juga segelintir kaum adam yang masih "online". tere arr!

Thursday, January 22, 2009

coke joke


i got this in the mail. i am pretty sure that many of you have seen this. i am not going to comment on this picture. i put it here for you to think on your own. what is a joke, and what is over the top.

so, it is on your own discretion on how you want to accept this.

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

ish binatang betul la!

aku nak pergi jogging tadi. tengah jalan2 warming up, tetiba hujan la pulak. haishh... aku pun pergi la berteduh kat bawah taxi stand. lepak jap, tunggu hujan reda.

ok, dah reda. tapi masih renyai. but that is not gonna stop me from running. dalam
renyai tu, aku masih berlari. tengah lari2 kat burhanuddin helmi, "trett trett" (bunyi macam solid snake dalam metal gear solid dapat msg) fon aku berbunyi. sambil lari aku baca SMS tu. adoiyayy... aku punya la tersenyum, macam kerang basi pun ada juga. pastu, sambil berlari (gila tere aku ni), aku balas balik: "tgh jog ni. ttyl later k".

lari punya lari, hujan start lebat sikit. hmmm... aku continue juga la. tapi dalam hati macam nak berhenti. berapa banyak bus stop aku lalu. sebab semangat punya pasal, aku peduli apa la kan. truskan!! gambate!!

sampai la kat taman lembah kiara (usual spot aku la). macam biasa arr, round kat sana. aku ingat aku solo je sana. ada juga hardcores yang lain jog juga. bagus arr macam ni kan, ada juga teman berlari. taman ni mmg fames utk populasi monyet nyer. tgh aku lari lari tu.....



....kena sergah la pulak ngan bapak segala monyet kat situ! aku serious tak kacau dia ke, keluarga dia ke, gundik dia ke. aku minding my own business ok. bukan la aku takut ngan monyet. tapi aku takut kena gigit ngan monyet, boleh kena rabies ok. dia corner aku, pastu siap tayang2 gigi lagi, nak gigit aku. aku takleh la nak lari, takut dia kejar pastu lompat kat aku kan. ada abang tu, dia tgk, dia pun dah risau. bila aku tgk monyet tu dah tak hiraukan aku, aku pecut la. sekali aku dengar abang tu jerit. aku pandang belakang, aku tgk monyet tu kejar aku lagi!!!

nasib arr ada abang tu, tgh aku pecut tu, bila dia nampak monyet tu kejar aku, dia tolong halau monyet tu. aku tak sempat la nak patah balik nak cakap thanks kat abang tu. bukan apa, aku takut kena kejar lagi. aku sebenarnya nak seround lagi kat taman tu, tapi takpe arr... len kali la kott.

memang macam binatang la monyet ni.

moral: jangan berlari dalam hujan kerana ketika itu monyet tengah gila.

Monday, January 19, 2009

nombor


bukan....bukan aku nak ajar korang main sudoku.

bukan....bukan juga aku nak soh korang kuar pergi beli nombor ekor.

tapi aku nak kasi tau ni. korang tgk number-number yang aku highlight tu? ok hafal naa.. ala, bukan nyer susah pun, tiga numbers aja. haiissshhh... gila malas betul la korang ni!! complains....complains...


ok... susun numbers tu macam ni ok. pastu INGAT.

korang sebelum beli barang, korang tgk kat barcode dia tu. kalau code dia mula ngan susunan numbers seperti di atas, toksah le beli. cari la alternatif lain kalau boleh.

tau dak kenapa?

sebab.... the product was made in israel.

check dulu ok.

bai the roti, did you know that israel is not a country? now you know.