shoot me already (-_-")

i was looking forward for today since monday. i really wanted to see the other fellow bloggers, hence why i have suggested the FIRST MEET. before i went to KL sentral just now, i was busy doing my hair, wondering what to wear, and of course imagining how the meet would be like. i have decided to take nana with me since she'll be all alone at home if i didn't bring her.

so, we took the LRT to go there. here's the proof: this makcik was so soundly asleep that she missed her station!! can you imagine?? 2 stations later baru dia sedar yang dia dah terlepas, then she got down to retrack her destination. sian makcik ni. syok syok tido, sekali terlepas lak... heheheheh

we reached KL sentral. we went to get my tkt north bound for monday. after that, i immediately went to the directory to look for SECRET RECIPE. as you can see here, i WAS THERE! i was so near to that place. i went further to see if there were anyone there that i might recognize. then, aku tgk macam ramai lak yang berkumpul. maybe it was them, the bloggers, maybe not. but to me, it looked like there was a group of ppl meeting over something. suddenly, the NERVE button kicked in!! i got so blahdy nervous! what!!?!?!?! i can't call anyone that were supposed to meet cause i don't have anyone's number. i stood there frozen, deciding between: "to go, or not to go". arrrgghhhh!!!!

finally, after tawaf-ing the place for almost an unaccountable time, i decided to bail out. i was too CHICKEN to go. i was SHY (yes, i am shy, sometimes). we walked away, me thinking silently in my head. i felt sooooo guilty (and still do). this is me in line, to buy ticket to get out of there but don't know exactly where cause my head was so full of crap that i can't decipher them at that moment.

this is me with an "AHA!" moment. finally deciding where to run to.

for the first time, we took the komuter and off to MIDVALLEY we went. on the way, i was cursing myself for bailing out like that. but i keep on thinking if i actually go there, was the group, THE group that i was suppose to meet? how would i just barge in like that right? i was already late in arriving there, and to just throw myself there, it would be really unethical. but really, was it THE group?? a question that i have yet to confirm.

after midvalley, we took the LRT to KJ because the car was parked there. and on the way back, in the same spot, another passenger was fast asleep. i wondered if he has passed his station or not. suddenly, he got a fon call and he looked kinda frantic, searching for the station's name that we were in. sah sah, takut terlepas. nampak gila kalut kat muka dia. fortunately for him, he was still 2 stations away from his destination. mental note: jgn duduk at this spot, you'd tend to fall into a deep sleep and miss you station.

to ATHENA and MSVLAD and LANGLEGAR, if you guys were there, i am so so SORRY. i was there, i wanted to meet you guys too, but i ~~malu~~ AAARRRGGHHHH!!!! the guilt is eating me up right now!

part 1 of the FIRST MEET (courtesy of the pretty ATHENA): http://beautygirlyblog.blogspot.com/2008/05/gathering-part-1.html

part 2 of the FIRST MEET:

http://beautygirlyblog.blogspot.com/2008/05/gathering-part-2.html