i can't shake it off

i am pretty sure this room is haunted. this is my room in the campus. room 1, apartment C2R. seriously, i am not imagining things and i am not making this up either because i when these kind of things happen to me, i hate it. simply because i can't get a good nite's sleep (but then again, i never do because i am suffering from chronic insomnia).
anyway, there were many occasions that had happened to me in this room, and also in this apartment. but what had happened recently made me want to write about it.
if i am not mistaken, it happened on last wednesday night. it was already about 1215 in the morn of thursday and i was still on my laptop. finally, i became really sleepy and i decided to retire. i went to bed.


i always leave my table light on and my laptop on standby when i am asleep. just incase i get bored when i get up in the mid of the night, at least i can do some surfing or watch something until i fall asleep again. also, i made it a point to put the holy Quran under my pillow, for protection purposes. but somehow, i forgot. i was about to drift off to sleep (i was sleeping on my side), when i felt that something was holding me. crushing me and keeping me still. i was trying to shake it off, but i can't. i was saying some holy words. i could feel my own hands touching my lips, making sure that i was saying them outloud. my lips were moving, i could hear me saying them, but nothing happened. i was still held tight. i tried to turn away, still the same thing.

when i finally got out of the drifting-off-to-sleep state, i immediately activate the laptop from its standby mode.

i quickly searched for the Quran verses file in my documents and put it to play. i left it on the whole time and thank GOD, nothing happened after that. i was jittered.....



just before i wake up to go on the laptop, i heard like a squawking sound that the crows make, coming from the window. i was like: "what the hell? there aren't any crows here, especially at this time of night". i just freaking disregard the sound and leave it at that.

there was once that i dreamt this "thing" was waiting to enter this room thru the window. and another dream indicated that the "thing" has finally found its way in.... crazy right?

all i can do is pray.

F/N: the evening before this happened, at about 8pm, i was driving back to the campus and we passed this bridge. as i was driving, i saw this person sitting at the side of the bridge, in the dark. and i asked the girls if they see what i saw. they didn't see anything. maybe it was my imagination, then again, maybe not.