bluetooth masa kelas

dah la masa lecture ophthal start, aku tgh nyenyak tido. sekali terjaga sebab aku terasa bersalah (sungguh tak logik, masa tido pun boleh terasa bersalah ke?). aku angkat kepala, tengok, cehh.. bukan aku sorang je. ada lagi geng lain yang sama ngan aku. rasa macam nak sambung tido, tapi, takpe arr... dah bangun pun kan, buat2 dengar je la apa yang lecturer tu bebelkan.

tgh aku sibuk tak concentrate masa lecture tu, ada plak mamat ni. soh aku on aku nyer bluetooth. aku pun on la. aku ingat dia nak send gambar aku tgh tido yang dia curi2 snap (dia ni mmg famous for snapping candids of everyone in class). sekali dia hantar gambar dia yang sangat la hensem tu.

ok, aku cakap kat dia. kau hantar aku gambar ni buat apa? aku mula2 ingat nak delete. sekali aku teringat lak kat entry aku yang lepas, macam ada similarity ja.. aku pun apa lagi. aku sound arr.. "i am so gonna put this up" ....dia pun tergelak2 (ye, aku dah tanya permission dia ok) heheheh



sila cari persamaan gambar2 ni.

tere tak aku teringat kat gambar ni masa aku terima gambar dia?

berkebun bersama Pak Lah

hari ni, aku jadi "gadis Kuala Lumpur" la pulak. *Razif mmg suka tgk aku datang gamaknya. asal dia nampak aku: "gadis Kuala Lumpur, gadis Kuala Lumpur, hari ni lawa la". "ah, ye.. terima kasih", habis tu nak jawap apa lagi kan?

kejap kang, Razif panggil aku lagi. aku dah lah tengah sibuk masa tu duduk kat meja interview. bukan sibuk interview patient, hari ni bukan turn aku, aku cuma dok sana, assist aja. tapi aku sibuk tengah tengok TV yang gambar dia pun bergegar-gegar membuatkan aku macam nak kena seizure la pulak. tapi sebab kat umah sini takde TV, aku pon layan je la apa yang ada kat TV tu. Razif tak henti2 panggil aku. "ye, kenapa?".

"Gadis KL, saya sama *Touchu nak jadi askar" (Touchu adalah "teddy bear" Razif. tapi sebenarnya, Touchu tu, manusia betul. malah lagi besar saiz dia dari Razif. tapi, apa je Razif buat, Touchu ikutkan. macam takleh nak pisah la mereka ni. pada pandangan aku, "alololololo....tomeynyer".)

"haa.. bagus la. nak jadi sekarang ke?"

"eh tak. sekarang kena pergi mencangkul dulu. pergi tanam pokok"

"owh, hari ni ada berkebun ye?" (berkebun adalah salah satu aktiviti yang mereka buat selain dari carwash, saje nak isi masa mereka supaya mereka tak dibelengu idea yang bukan2)

"ahh ada. kat wad 6"
"Gadis KL, Gadis KL" (adoiyayy... aku depan dia je. tu pun nak panggil ke? cakap je la)
"saya sama Touchu pandai. kepala tak jam"

"owh, pandai ye. tak jam ye. bagus la..." (kalau tak jam, kamu buat apa kat wad ni... haiiishhh....)

nasib la aku hari ni ada hal sket. leh la aku ronda satu hospital. kalau tak, merangkak la aja dalam wad tu. sangat la bosan tahap ketua kampung.

semalam, aku dapat khabar berita (bukan khabar angin). ada budak ni, suruh budak lain ni, beritahu aku suatu perkara. tapi budak lain ni tak nak berinteraksi ngan aku sebab dia tak nak aku blog pasal dia. adoiyay... first of all, kamu tu interesting sangat ke untuk aku blog pasal kamu? ni orang kata, delusion of reference. baik aku blog pasal Razif sama Touchu lagi seronok. takede hal nyer aku nak blog pasal budak lain ni.

please la...

Dr. Kuala Lumpur.

"doctor, doctor, doctor dari mana?"

"kuala lumpur"

"owh... kuala lumpur cantik kan?" sambil tunjuk ibu jari tangan.

"ah, ye... cantik"

pastu, dia blah ke atas sofa. aku masih duduk kat interview table sama patient lain. dari jauh dia....

"doctor. doctor kuala lumpur!"

"ye, saye. kenapa?"

"doctor hari ni cantik la. pakai baju kurung. lawa...."

*aku mmg hari2 pakai baju kurung....

"owh... terima kasih... :)"

hati dah berdebar2. takut....


*Mahathir pulak, panggil student lain, sambil2 tunjuk kat aku. pastu, bisik bisik sama student lain, masih memandang ke arah aku, "doctor ni lawa kan?". erkk... dari ekor mata aku, aku pandang tempat lain, aku mmg dah takut sebab mahathir ni macam gila sex sikit. pastu, dia akan suruh kawan dia yang lain datang salam tangan ngan aku. aku pun tak tahu kenapa. takkan nak tolak lak kan, orang dah hulur tangan. nnt dia jadi agresif, lagi la buat hal. aku pun salam je la. dah la dalam ward tu ada suspect patient with Hep C. adoiyayy.... ni la orang kata, keluar kadang rimau, masuk mulut singa....

am i delusional?

ok, the new posting has started. and yeah, true to what i have been anticipating, psychiatry is so not for me. first of all, it involves alot of talking. second of all, it involves alot of sitting down (i so cannot do this). and then, no procedures are done. basically, we go there, we anxiously clerk a patient (with our minds elsewhere, thinking when are they gonna become aggressive and attack us), and then we present it to our doctor, and we discuss. thank God the doctor is not those types that you can easily get bored with. he's funny, and he is rather cunning.

why?

ooohh.... this is what happened to me today. seriously, i am still wondering, am i not seeing things like how others see it? omg.... you guys!! hence why i am putting this entry up.

see, as i was the first to present a case yesterday, i am not shy to say that i was ill-prepared. i have no idea how to clerk a psychiatric patient, let alone to come to a provisional, and then a proper diagnosis. my patient is suffering from mood disorder. and because i have no idea what that is, i had to do some reading up and present it to the group today. fine, by me, this is how i am gonna learn new things anyway. so, i borrowed a book from the library. not the usual book that everyone else uses. so, dr. froggy was curious and asked who was the author. he also wanted to know which edition was that book. so, i looked thru the pages and i read the year that it was published. but that was years back, and as according to dr. froggy and most of the team, that is highly impossible as the book should be revised and reprinted every year.

so, dr. froggy told CLL to check if i was reading right. and CLL said another year. the book was passed to BBP, he said the same year as CLL said. and they were eyeing me suspiciously with the question: "alia, are you delusional?". i knew they were pulling my leg until the book was passed around and they all said the same year as CLL and BBP. at that point, i was half worried, although i am pretty sure it was a prank. and of course, i was laughing it all off albeit being a tad too defensive. now, they started saying that i am in complete denial. my insight grade is 1 (which is the most severe). omg... deep inside, i am thinking, is this a joke or is this for real. but i was still laughing. my face became hot, partly because i was blushing, partly because i was anxious about the truth.

they (the A1 team) were having a grand time getting at me. i was just joining in the fun, with a flicker (yeah, right. try ALOT!!) of worry in my heart. nevermind... anyway, i need your help. please tell me that i am not reading it wrong. look at the year after the word "international edition"....



what year is that?

and... now, i got a name from them la.... Denial....

adoiyayy... you guys!! takpe, i can plot also.... you wait... you wait...
*evil grin

Achtung!

if you guys haven't noticed, i have cancelled out 2 items that were on my "2009 birthday wishlist"



namely:

1. statement Tees
2. unique pendant + necklace

this is because, i received a parcel from Wien and they have started sending my birthday items, woot! heheh....

and the best thing is, the pendant... oooohhhh... i can't wait to see it.

so, for those who are planning to get me nething... please, select from the list accordingly :P

i've been played

recently, there was a games meet between the faculties in this uni. initially, I thought that the meet is only for soccer players. but what I didn’t know is that there are also netball, badminton, and basketball tournaments that were included in the meet. and what I didn’t know too is that teamosupremos were playing in the tournament. ok, so, I was not called to play with them. fine by me, cause I was in the ortho posting and I assume that they assume I was too busy to join the team. but what they didn’t know is that, I am very flexible and I can multitask. ortho or no ortho, I can be in the team, so long that you ask. but, no questions, I wasn’t to be in the team.

after the first meet, out of courtesy, I asked, how did we fare. little did I know, they were some people injured. so, she asked me if I wanted to join in. I was excited, yes, I was. because I really wanted to play. from our conversation that we had, I understood that I was going to play the team that evening. so, I got ready my stuffs and joined the team for practice that evening. what I did not know that I was made the SUB. fine…. maybe I could join in the second half. I even sacrificed my gym time that evening, just so that I could play the team.

first half came and went. I wasn’t called. but from what I can see from the sideline, there was this particular player, *Lorraine, that was in that time. I mean, ok, I am not a good player myself. but from what I see, she could have done much better if she could actually catch the bloody ball. what she did instead was, she just sort of slap the ball away, so that the other team does not catch it. but, much to the contrary, the other team caught it! after the whistle blew, marking the interval, I told her that she should catch the ball. and I was given an answer that I couldn’t comprehend: “I can’t catch the ball, so that was why I did that”. right……

the whistle sounded again for the 2nd half. I was waiting to be called in, still nothing. Lorraine was still doing the same thing she did in the first half. people from the sideline were telling her to actually try to catch the ball. I didn’t remember seeing that happened, oh wait, I didn’t see that happen at all. and there was *Carra, who was screaming and all, like she was lost or something. but at least she did handle the ball. and I was thinking, why am I here if you don’t even let me replace these people? I can’t guarantee that I’d do better, but I sure will try for the team.

ok, so we won. I shouldn’t complain right? wrong, I should! I felt really stupid just standing there doing nothing. I mean, you called me right, for what actually? I want to play, not be sidelined. the next day, they were to play again, and just because “the players” were all present, they totally forgot about me, even as a sub.

omg…. if next time you want to call me just to fill up your quota, please, I am engaged. try again, like never!

unless, you want me to play, then I am available.

AngEr

I used to be a very angry person. the simplest thing that no one bothers about can make me tick. the simplest words can make me feel like i hate the person who said it so much that i don't want to have anything to do with that person anymore. i was full of grudge, i will never let go until i see that the person suffers, in any form possible.

but not anymore.

i have learn (the hard way) that being angry does not do me any good. yeah, i tend to bottle them up. and sometimes, just sometimes i burst. but that is very, very rare. nowadays, i go like "whatever". you wanna do what makes you happy, go ahead. i mean, why should i reciprocate your negativeness right? i do, what i do best, ignore. it goes in one ear, it passes out the other. simple. i don't want to be so full of remorse.

if i keep too much negatives in me, i can never move on. i mean, i am not to say that people can just step over my head. i won't allow that. but there are other ways that i can manipulate to make that person realize that it does not need all these energy. anger is good to be vent out in other ways. like jogging, shopping, sleeping, praying... anything else that is positive.

when in anger, people do stupid things. they say things that they don't mean and end up regretting it later. i do stupid things too, i do it unto myself. i don't involve anyone in it because it is my anger that i should deal with. why should i hurt others, right? when i say something and i hurt the other person, i feel so regretful that a simple "sorry" just don't cut it. that is why i love to remain silent when i am angry, unless i am provoked, then i should give my 2 cents worth, eh?

therefore, i don't let anger get the best of me. for what? waste my time oni. and you shouldn't too. think before you speak ;)

i <3 him

rio febrian....



he sounds like daniel gokey from AI right? and yeah, i do love daniel gokey because he is the most sensitive guy, charming, and he has talent...

"all my life, i pray for someone like you. and i hope that you feel the same way too.."

you know who you are....

david masak VS yazid

haish... kalau pasal mengcopy, we win by miles...





seriously, what are the backup dancers for? buat menyemak ruang ada la. and if yazid was dynamic enough, he could have conquered the stage all on his own. i am not saying that david is good, but at least he manned the stage with his dynamics. and the score arrangement, it was according to his style, rock. but seems like yazid is doing how dato' siti had done it before, only, in a manly voice.

please vote for which is better.

hero

If i were a hero
My name would be Aurellia
Not Syler
But i am not
I am just a simple girl

If i were a hero
I would give you the best of me
Just so that i can see you happy
But i am not
I am just human

If i were a hero
You needn't worry
I'll protect you from harm
I'll make sure you smile
I'll brighten your world
But i am not
I am just me

I am no hero
I am nothing special
You won't see me in the crowd
You won't see me at all

But... you....

You are my Hero
My personal drug
My personal high
You make me smile
Even when you are not around

Can i ever be yours too?
Your Hero?

antara setan, si mati, dan cinta

hari ni pergi outing ngan yah. sangat tak tahu apa nak buat so, we decided to pergi tgk movie. kami pergi OU (mana lagi la kan?). mula2 pergi kat GSC, new wing. survey la tgk cerita apa ada. kami nak tgk "confessions of a shopaholic (ye, mmg outdated gila...), tapi the show kat GSC starts at 2345hours!! takde kerja nak tunggu macam tu punya lama. kami kat situ pun baru kul 1620hours. so, we walked over to TGV, survey tgk ada cerita apa. sedang yah tgk ada movie apa, aku nyer mata terpaku la pada trailer yang sedang playing. nampak macam gerun....



cerita ni cerita indon. tajuk dia "setan budeg", and "budeg" meaning "pekak" (pada saper yang tak cakap indon la kan). aku tgk trailer ni, aku rasa part yang dia nak kejut mayat kat morgue untuk minta tolong sebab dia tgh takut tu, aku rasa part tu sangat la kelakar, i was laughing like mad. then, yah tgh cakap apa ntah kat aku, pastu dia ciao beli ice cream. so, as i was left alone to decide nak tgk apa, aku baca la synopsis the now showing movies. sambil2 baca tu, aku tahan nak gelak...adoiyayy.... gelak teringat kat trailer hantu pekak ni. but before i burst out laughing and risk people thinking of me as crazy, i walked away. kaki jalan ke mana, mata ke mana, i nearly crashed into yah, yang tgh sibuk makan ice cream. nasib tak langgar. mau nangis guling2 dia kalau ice cream dia jatuh.

but in another note: aku nak tgk movie ni.

lepas much hesitation, we decided to go back to GSC. beli ticket and then tunggu untuk movie start. korang tau kan kat new wing tu ada arcade? aku ni bukan la gamers, but there is this one particular game yang i cannot pass.



omg... game ni la yang buat beg TIMBERLAND limited edition aku, kena curi. dengan duit2 aku, dengan I/C aku sekali kena curi. sebab apa, sebab masa tu, aku terlalu kushuk main game ni kat sunway pyramid, masa aku highschool dulu (aku tak ponteng arr... aku pergi atas pengetahuan mama, tapi kena arrange ngan driver arr, balik lambat sket... hehehe). [kalau la aku punya solat leh kushuk tahap ni, kan ke bermanfaat... adoiyayy]

so, aku main la game ni semalam. yang latest nyer. HOTD 4. korang leh tanya yah arr. i was palpitating. and aku main serious penuh semangat. sampai berpeluh2. and let me tell you, that was a good workout!! hehhe aku pun tak tahu kenapa yang aku berpeluh sangat. habis kuyup baju aku. yah pun tanya "ieee...why are you sweating like this?" ntah, aku pun takde jawapan. but i guess cause aku terlalu teruja kott main game ni. dah la lama tak main kan. some more aku pair sama abang gamers kat situ, nak kena tunjuk skill la sket. yang best tu, lepas first stage, aku dapat "excellent", abang gamers tu dapat "not bad" :8) (djambu, pinjam smiley arr). so, pada saper2 yang berkenaan (djambu puadovich), ada beran ke nak lawan?

lepas main game tu, aku tgk tangan aku menggigil. sekali fikir balik, owh, aku tgh lapar rupanya. aku pun pergi la cari sth to chow. sementara tu, yah main la game2 yang sangat takde adventure. game tinju sama game percussions.

jadi, apa la movie yang kami tgk?



movie ni. ermm.. aku suggest la kan, takyah tgk kat movies arr. lain arr kalau gi sama couple kan, then, ok la. kalau takde movie nak tgk, jgn arr choose ni. dah la lnengthy (2jam 15min), dia nyer storyline takde climax. very plateau-like. aku keep on criticizing the movie ada la. ada arr part2 yang kelakar. tapi tak banyak pun. yang best, ada scarlett johanson. i like her. i don't know what exactly about her that i like, but she's like uma thurman tau. there's sth about them that i can't point out, but i like.

after the movie, we had to rush home. yah had sth to do. tapi sempat arr singgah kat fresh mart, beli bahan sikit nak masak. sebab dah 2 malam aku janji nak masak chinese chicken stew, and malam semalam, i finally made it. chef yah kata sedap... :8) (sekali lagi djambu, pinjam ye). nak tangkap gambar pun tak sempat sebab masing2 dah lapar tahap gaban. habis arr yah makan. well, nak kata apa kan, selain dari asam pedas (kesukaan jo-ee), bubur kacang (kesukaan aku), chinese chicken stew is another one of my specialities. saper nak merasa, meh arr.

sorry aku takde recipe. sebab aku masak ikut cara nenek segamat dan arwah nenek picai aku masak: main campak aja

lagi-lagi kisah monyet

ermm... sangat best. lepas hampir 7 minggu aku tak balik, akhirnya, menapak ke KL juga aku. yup, 1 week break. tapi break pun macam tak break juga. ada yang dah msn aku, tanya pasal perkara2 berkaitan ngan orthopedic. erkk... aku dah cakap dah, cuti tak cuti, kerja aku tetap berjalan. and then, dapat e-mail, ada paperwork for ortho kena hand in. hahahah.... nasib arr assignment tu aku dah lama siapkan, sebab masa aku bedside exam hari tu, dr. galah dah soh aku buat. so, takde masalah la.

masa2 cuti ni, brush up balik skill main piano. adoiyayy.... serious, baca notes pun aku dah lupa ni. but after a few hours, dah ok balik. ni nak practice balik lagu2 yang aku tere main dulu. tapi la ni, dah karat dah. so, kena take time sket arr...slowly does it, kata orang.

kelmarin, since tak buat apa sangat, i decided to go walking petang tu. ajak yah, dia tak nak lak ikut. fine, so aku gi arr sorang2. sampai2 sana, aku dah nampak kelibat dia, yang aku paling benci, dan aku sangat gerun.... macacque monkeys. omg, walaupun aku baru la nampak seekor yang melintas depan aku, my heart was already palpitating. serious... aku tak tipu. dalam hati, aku dah buat kiraan, aku nak jalan sebelah orang, saper2 je la. at least, kalau monyet tu menggila, aku leh la lari dulu.

mata aku follow je mana monyet tu pergi... sebab aku takut kalau dia bertindak untuk kejar aku (ye, aku mmg phobia). dari jauh aku tengok ada satu family ni tgh melepak, pandangan mereka ke satu arah. and aku wonder la menda apa la yang derang tgk tu kan, sangat khusyuk. monyet yang tadi melintas tu, gerak ke arah mereka. aku pun buat2 muka macho, lalu la kat kawasan tu. aku respect arr kat derang sebab tak takut sama monyet kan. sedang aku lalu tu... aku tgk derang sibuk tergelak... wah, dalam hati kecil aku... sangat happy derang tengok monyet. aku menjeling manja ke arah monyet tu. kepoh arr... nak tgk dia buat apa kan...mana tau dia main guli ke, baling selipar ke, naik unicycle ke...

sekali tgk....



....sangat takde adab.

macam binatang betul!

message

aku tau, geng ronggeng aku dah tau aku dah ada kat kl. ahhh.... jangan nak dalih, ain sama eliea, korang baca blog i kan?

so, apa lagi? bila masanya nak ronggeng ni?

i dah tak senang duduk ni.... adoiyayy....

calling calling le. macam tak tau lak my fon number....X_x

AF 7

ok, aku tak malu nak mengaku, aku ni mmg peminat AF. sejak zaman vince chong jadi juara, then zahid, then mawi (masa ni aku dah start doubt la kan), then faizal (saper ingat dia ni?), then mila (ni aku dah start suka balik la), then stacy, aku suka arr tgk AF. aku ikut diari, aku ikut gossip, semua aku ikut. tapi for AF7 ni, aku tak tahu menahu tentang kisah yang berlaku dalam AF and i am so lagging behind.

so semalam, finally la kan, aku dapat la tgk AF 7 punya concert. omg... even masa opening, aku dah tukar channel dah. seriously, what kind of people do they actually select untuk masuk AF ni? aku tgk, satu pun takde talent. nak cakap aku ni talented sangat, tak la kan, tu sebab aku tak masuk competetion macam ni.

yang masuk tu, makin lama, makin banyak lak drama dia. and macam biasa la, dah dapat stay kat umah tu, takde saper pun yang ada initiative, semua nak main2. sebok nak bercinta, sebok nak scandal. serious, ni talent competetion atau ni semata2 drama sahaja? geli arr aku tgk. sikit2 nak melalak, sikit2 nak merajuk. kamon la. takkan tak pernah berpisah ngan family kott? bukan la jauh mana pun, still dalam malaysia kan? pastu, bukan tak tengok each other pun. setiap minggu sure dapat tgk family kan? what is the problem.

aku rasa, AF yang paling gempak is AF 2 and AF 5 la. yang tu mmg bebetul ada talent la dalam dia, not all, but some. dulu, AF is purely AF. la ni, ada forum on tv antara blog writers and wartawan la. ada gossip mongerring la. wth?? dah takde quality. sekarang ni, it is all about money and glam. nasib la aku nyer kazens yang sangat talented tak nak masuk. sian kat derang nnt. takpe, i hope my kazens go indie la. i know they can do well. as it is, mak derang mmg penyanyi pun. Ucu, you are awesome!!!

aku tengok, deco kat stage AF 7 ni, semakin buruk. serious. macam budak sekolah menengah punya kerja. please la, budak sekolah menengah can do much better than that. kalau korang tgk fabrika zveozd kat russia, dia maintain dia nyer kualiti. tgk american idol, dia nyer stage tetap sama. but still they are ebbing in money like nobody's business. ni, aku tgk, sama ada dia nyer deco person tu buta warna or it is eric casa impian tu, yang tema dia mesti ada "water feature" and lilin. iewww... bowsan.

iye, aku mmg nak trash AF kali ni. i tot you guys would have chosen talent over anything else, clearly, we are wrong in assuming that huh?

ahh....sangat best

what would you feel when the HOD of the hosp department says this to you?:

"yes, i want you to scrub in for surgery"

for me, there is only one word that could describe my feelings when i heard that:

ELATED

congratulations

team A1: the first team from batch 9 to graduate from orthopedics posting

from L-R: Ch'ng Chia Hwei (the most soft spoken girl ever!), Cheah Ping Ping (the Google.com of the batch), Amirthai Saras (the risk assesser), Arulselvi (the pretty one), Cassandra Elaine (the genius of the lot), Alia Asha'ari (the crowd pleaser), Cheah Li Lynn (the blur bambi), Beh Boon Ping (the IT analyst). missing from this picture: Anita Vallimalar (the fashion Queen).

in so many ways

we are different.

but in so many ways too

we unite.

we laugh

but we never cried

we took all the challenges they threw at us

with smiles on our faces

and determination in our hearts.

we were strong as individuals

and we became stronger

because we realised

the potentials that are within us.

when one falls

the rest rush to aid,

when one slows

the rest push them straight,

when one weakens

the rest is there on the wait.

we step as an individual

but we walk as a team.

thank you team A1 for being such a trooper. congratulations!

aahhh... lega.....

akhirnya, siap gak log book yang sangat anal tu. seriously, aku rasa esok2 kalau masa jadi HO or MO, kalau aku clerk patient gaya ni, and tulis report sampai 7 mukasurat untuk SATU patient, sure patient lain dah kejung dah tunggu aku habiskan satu report. bayang arr, dalam masa 5 minggu, 5 case has to be in the log book, which means, satu case amik masa 1 minggu untuk siap!! and tu pun lom tentu betul lagi. kena review, kalau salah, kena buat balik. serious rasa nak bakar je buku tu. tapi kang kalau bakar, tak dapat sit for finals lak... ok takpe...takpe... sabar. yang penting, dah siap.

ni assessment aku dah habis, hari ni aku nak pergi clinic, aku tak kira. ko nak halang kenapa? aku dah habis posting maa... aku nak gi buat procedure sambil2 cuci mata luka.

pada group lagi satu... haaa... tunggu arr sampai esok. ekekekeke sebab esok baru korang nak kena assess kan ?

500th entry, woot!

well, as you can see, this is me and my labcoat that i have to don everyday when i am in the hosp. and i am a lazybum as we all are aware of. i don't like to carry many things with me. like some people i see, they carry their books, their notebooks, their stuffs. i feel like it is more of a burden to do so when you are doing bedside. so, i carry most of my things in my pocket. easy, my hands are free to do other things like examine the patient, or do any other procedures. and i don't have to worry about my stuffs obstructing their spaces.

so lookie here: my pocket is bulging and full of things. sometimes, i don't even remember that a particular item is there.


it is mostly full of writing materials. sometimes, they will come up to me, "alia ada pen merah/biru/hitam?" or "alia, you have liquid paper?" or "alia, ada pencil?". i used to do it to others, when i was less equiped. but since i find it a hassle to ask, i carry most of the items that i need in my pocket.

i am the walking stationery shop :P.

so, lets take a look of what lurks in my labcoat pocket:

1. liquid paper yang macam tak pernah reti habis walau banyak mana aku guna
2. pen g-soft yang sangat best, better than pilot, yang aku jumpa dalam lecture theater
3. straight rule
4. mechanical pencil that came with other stationery stuffs that mama bought for me in borders singapore
5. pen from equitorial kuching, sarawak.
6. pen from kedai one stop SP. pen ni best and murah. tapi masalahnya, dia nyer clip kuat patah. sakit hati aku.
7. pen saras. nnt aku pulangkan la. asyik2 lupa je ni
8. pen dapat masa tgh isi release form masa buat shooting "kan cheong kitchen" kat ntv7 tu. best giler tulis ngan pen ni.
9. my fav REd pen sebab mata dia 1.0. smooth jek.
10. pen hitam yang jumpa kat cyber centre uni.
11. skin marker untuk buat examination on patient
12. orange stick untuk test dermatomes of patient
13. pen torch kesayangan aku yang beli kat singapore baru2 ni
14. cotton untuk test dermatomes of patient
15. eraser, entah mana dapat pun aku tak ingat. ke nana yang punya aku songlap :P
16. love note from mr. P.Ramlee, pasal salter-harries fracture classification.

ok... so tu la stuffs that are in my labcoat pocket. serious banyak, sampai nak kena buat spring cleaning ni. hehehehe....

pada saper2 yang rajin, tunjuk arr apa menda yang ada dalam pocket labcoat korang. :)

f/n: ntah naper aku kena ada pen banyak2 pun aku tak tau. padahal aku bleh tulis pakai satu tangan jek, walaupun aku tgh train tangan lagi satu untuk boleh tulis gak la kan. tu baru sket tu, dalam pencil case aku lagi arr....

Fabric Softener

Cartoons by Andertoons

5 extraordinary uses for fabric softener:

1. End clinging dust on your tv -> to eliminate the static cling that attracts dust, simply dampen your dust cloth with fabric softener straight from the bottle and dust as usual.
2. Remover old wallpaper -> stir one capful of liquid softener into one litre of water and sponge the solution onto the wallpaper. Let is soak in for 20 minutes, then scrape the paper from the wall. If the wallpaper has a water-resistant coating, score it with a wire-bristle brush first.
3. Keep paintbrushes pliable -> after using a brush, clean the bristles thoroughly and rinse them in a can full of water with a drop of liquid fabric softener mixed in. then wipe the bristles dry and store.
4. Untangle and condition hair -> liquid fabric softener diluted in water and applied after shampooing can untangle and condition hair. Experiment with the amount of conditioner to match it to the texture of your hair; a weaker solution for fine hair and a stronger solution for coarse hair. (i actually tried this and yeah, it does work!! infact my hair stays soft, much softer than a normal hairconditioner would do!)
5. Remove hard-water stains -> dab full-strength liquid fabric softener onto the stains and let it soak for ten minutes. Then wipe the softener and stain the glass with a damp cloth and rinse.

adapted from RDasia

coincidences

tell me now, is this a coincidence or just by chance that these situations occured?

when i was doing my OBGYN posting, narisha got pregnant. and until now, i still haven't got the chance to palpate her ever growing abdomen. sha, have you tried using the fetoscope that i gave you? you can hear him by now.

when i was doing my paediatrics posting, Baby A (my half sister. sorry, no link on this one :P ) was noticed to have developmental milestones problem. She was lagging behind her chronological age development. But after a few assesment, she is said to be ok. so hopefully everything is well with her.

when i am currently doing my orthopedics posting, Nana broke her arm (but i can't stil tell what is the provisional Dx cause i haven't seen her films yet. ma, please get them to me so that i can assess the severity of it. thanks. and yeah, do call me, i want to talk to both of you).

my next posting is psychiatry. hmmm... wonder who will be in this category la. hehehehe..... but hopefully, no one from my family ;) Query: Yah (+_-) jangan marah arr.... ehhehe

jangan tegur

...tapi sorry arr pierre, REd nak kena tegur gak arr pasal filem hang ni. REd harap hang baca la REd nyer review yang sangat ikhlas dari hati tentang filem terbaru hang ni.

hang nasib baik tau pierre, REd sokong industri perfileman tempatan. REd tak beli pun pirate, REd tgk filem hang ni kat punggung panggung. sebenaqnya REd nak tgk cerita "TALENTIME" (yang sure pasti best sebab yasmin ahmad punya kan), tapi tak showing lak masa tu. so bantai arr... REd dengaq kat radio, macam seram jek bunyi cerita hang ni, so i gave it a go.

REd faham, hang punya style, hang nak tiru style horror jepun/korea kan? dapat tangkap arr hang nyer pattern cerita tu, jadi takyah la nak deny. tapi kan, REd tgk, REd kasi B- la for the effort. cara penyampaian hang yang nak buat cerita tu seram, last2 jadi kelakar pun ada, tau dak? bukan REd sorang yang gelak, satu panggung bantai gelak. sorry to say pa pierre, cerita ni cerita seram ke cerita sequel raja lawak?

pastu pierre, hang tak cukup buat homework la. ada ke hang buat scene, satu jenazah melepak tengah laman rumah tu. mana ada weii. at least ada round-the-clock team bacaan yaasin for jenazah tu. hang nak kata apa, maksu sama paksu nyer umah jauh dari yang lain? tak juga... rumah depa dekat je ngan rumah jiran kan? lagi satu scene yang REd kurang sedap tgk. yang kat hospital tu. si natasya nak gi toilet, pehal la pulak jauh naa toilet from room dia? hospital kerajaan pun tak kejam macam tu la pierre. toilet tu patut dekat aja. and kenapa kosong je spital tu masa dia jalan kat corridor ke ward ke? pelik arr... REd yang kerja oncall ni pun nampak banyak je orang lalu lalang kat kawasan dalam spital. hang nak loqlaq pun, biar logik la.

hang takde idea ke apa pierre? naper scene yang sama hang suka repeat? sumpah REd tertido masa tgk movie ni. REd lepas tgk "jangan pandang belakang", REd dah bantai gelak. but i gave you benefit of the doubt, maybe this might be better than the last. "congkak" tu kira resurrection arr untuk hang. tapi "jangan tegur", total FLOP la...

pierre, samada pas ni hang buat elok2, atau hang just belakon filem orang je la. sayang arr hang buat kerja nak tak nak macam ni. len kali, REd beli pirate, baru hang tau.

pada yang belum tengok filem ni, nasihat REd : jangan bazir duit

shoulder

look,

that is my shoulder,

come,

come along now,

especially for you,

when you need to shed some tears.

hey,

don't you worry,

no matter what happens,

i am here,

i promise i won't run off in a hurry.

don't,

don't mind what they say,

don't look at them in anger,

because in the end,

they don't matter that much anyway.

please,

tell me that you are happy,

tell me that you are glad,

tell me that you are contented,

tell me that you forgot how to be sad.

remember,

when the world pulls you down,

and they are all gone,

i'll be around,

i'll lend you my shoulder,

just for you to lean on.

statement # 3

"You talk to God, you're religious. God talks to you, you're psychotic."

- Doris Egan

sleep debt

tadi pergi hospital ada replacement class. ada satu patient ni, dia patut under medical ward but masuk ortho ward sebab tak cukup katil (scenario yang biasa tengok). dia masuk ward, 3 hari lepas, tapi, takde saper yang pernah dapat clerk dia, or at least borak ngan dia.

sebab kenapa korang tanya?

sebab, semenjak dia masuk, sampai la hari ni, dia, sama PAP dia, kerja diaorang, tidur je.... siap berdengkur lagi! macam derang ni sedated ke apa. derang ni army boys. if takde procedure to be done on the patient, he'll be sleeping. if he is not eating, he is sleeping. if you leave him for a moment to attend to another matter, when you get back, he's already fast asleep. same goes to his PAP.

i guess, being in the army must have caused them to have terrible sleep deficit. according to his ticket, it says that he had one day episode or diarrhea and crampy abdominal pain, following a 4days excursion in the jungle. now he is in the ward for 3 days, and most of the time, he is sleeping. but at those odd moments that he is awake, he looks perfectly fine.

now i am thinking, is he fabricating the facts so that he can pay off all his sleep debt, by being admitted to the hospital?

when we look at the pair sleeping there with not a single care in the world, we wish it was us there. sleeping like, in their case, a log, not a baby.....

gawsh!!! their snores can be heard from a room away!

ada apa pada nama?

as according to the arabic translation, my whole name means "the highest eye of the poet", and ALIA stands for "the highest". it is a short simple name that used to be rather rare but it is now everybody's name. and i mean, everybody!! like the new gen girls have "alia" in their names like as if it was another kind of "siti" or "nur".

anyway, i am not writing this entry about names. just about me (what else la right?)...

see, in this posting that i am currently in, most of the staffs and docs know me by my name. i feel really privileged by that because then, they won't be addressing me as "that girl" anymore. but then again, having them know my name as if i were another type of medication or procedure (something that they repeat over and over), does come with a price. if we are doing bedside and the docs want to ask a question, the first person would be, "alia?". if we were in the radiology assesment that takes place every morning, any query on the x-ray plate, for students, will be, "alia, what do you think?". at times, even the patients know me by my name!! and because of this, i have to be on top of my game, if they ask, i have to have the answer, even if i don't, i have to at least try (or ask the others to help me).

there are also good points when they know my name. like when i wanted to try to saw a patient's cast off, the HOD said, "pakcik, alia nak try sikit arr. pakcik kasi kan?", of course pakcik tu kasi. he was a very cooperative patient anyway. then, the sister of the ward pun ok with me, tapi bila dengar cerita from my colleagues, they kata sister tu garang mcam rimau. mana ada... she is ok je with me.

pastu tadi arr, while i was asking mr. sweetheart about the evaluation for our posting, he was saying about the marks that were allocated. and when he went to the part where we are being evaluated with the work that we do in the wards and in the clinic, he jokingly said, "and of course she (me) will get extra for that because she had to do extra work (as a group leader)". i just laughed at that statement. but what was disturbing,was that i saw some faces that changed when he said that. those faces was changed from normal to being envious. awwww!! come on! of course he doesn't mean that. of course we aren't going to be evaluted that way. we will be evaluated accordingly. please la, it was only a joke.

i don't know. but alhamdulillah, so far, in this posting, despite the many2 troubles and tries that we had to endure, i am happy. i mean, people are nice to me, and they do treat me like i am another human being, as opposed to the treatment that i get from mr. pelik and his entourage. like, my frens tell me these people are garang la, marah la, what la, this la, that la, but i haven't seen it (and i hope not to), so, i don't belive it.

if people are nice to me, i can be much much much nicer to them.

now, because they love to call me when they have questions.... i feel like changing my name to...

supercalifragilisticaspealedocious

....boleh?...

mata pena 0.7

uShop yang tere memasak dah tag aku. jadi apa lagi, buat le (tanpa merungut macam ada seseorang itu :P ).

1. Write your blogger username.
2. Write your two favorite bands/groups at the moment (not overall, just currently).
3. Write I ♥ ___ (this isn't really for anything, just to see how you draw hearts!)
4. Write the name of your favorite person of all time.
5. Write down your recently favored person.
6. Tag 5 people.



-actually, Q number 5 tu ada lagi nak tambah: jo-ee, zulis, hawtness, saras.
-Q number 3 pun ada tambahan juga, but for now, biarlah rahsia.... ;)
-anything smaller than 0.7 or bigger than 1.0, i don't like to write with. so, my writing goes haywire automatically.

"thank God i didn't kill you"

disclaimer: this entry was written due to the humble request made by saras




as a group leader, i always ask my team members: "have you done any procedures?". every single day, the same question will be asked by me, just because i want to ensure that all my team members get a hands-on experience to the basic procedures. since we are more than welcomed to do the basics in this posting, i urge them to take the opportunity and go ahead and learn to do something, setting up a line, at least.

since i have had my learning experience when i was doing my summer posting in UHKL, i did all my procedures here, straight on the patient. blood withdrawing, brannula setting, biohazard sampling. but because the others haven't done this, i am more than willing to teach them, and most of all, i am more than willing to be the pincushion as i do not want them to panic when faced with a real patient or hurt the patients while doing the procedures.

so today was the second time that saras tried setting a line on me. the first time she did it, she panicked and ended up giving me a thrombosed vein. a week later, chia hwei tried on me, after i gave her and ping ping a little demo on how to do it. and yes, another thrombosed vein for me. but today.... saras... my dear,dear saras....she tried a line on me again, i didn't mind at all. so long my team gets the most in learning things.

problem is, she still paniked, and that made me bleed. i was trying to stop it from dripping on my clothes and hers, by pressing on the vein. but it kept flowing. so i had to let it flow into the kidney dish, which then stained the other things that were in there, which saras just picked up to continue the procedure. i told her to not panic, wipe the blood off first, then continue. while doing so, she kept on apologizing. i told her, it's ok. as long as you learn something, i am happy enough.

but she hit a beautiful vein, which will yield alot of blood if needed and which is patent enough to IV fluids or meds. saras said that she will never forget how to this the next time, i am glad to hear this. in the end, she said "thank God i didn't kill you alia".

erkk.....

watchout

impian terindah

mainstreamers, are you ready to get the boot? here's NAJWA (JOOAA) MAHIADDIN, and she is great!

she also did a feature with mr. malique in "kau yang punya".

she's coming to town, wait around....

:8)

aku call yah tadi (sekarang ni, aku asyik call dia aja...adoiyayy, pelik ni!), tanya dia buat apa and kat mana. then aku tanya la pasal pressie bamin, dia dah kasi ke blom because aku takde kat kl masa b'day bamin, aku bz kat sini. so, awal2 lagi sebelum aku balik sini hari tu, aku dah beli pressie utk pott and gave it to yah to pass it to him. aku tanya arr... dia suka tak present dia?

dia suka sangat ni! sampai tangkap gambar dan berpoyo2 sama statement Tee itu. aku tau dia mesti suka statement Tee, tapi apa yang aku tak sangka, dia suka pressie aku!! ye, aku rasa bangga sebab POTT suka present dari aku. finally....

tapi apa yang penting, it is from the heart kan....

sekali galak aku borak ngan yah, kena bambu ngan yah pasal my choice of nak beli kasut baru untuk hosp ni, tetiba....

line putus lak... bila aku call balik, takde ringing langsung. masalah fon aku ke, masalah fon dia ni....

oii yah! call me back!

الله

p/s: i so WANT this pendant!

THIS IS NOT A FICTITIOUS STORY...
IT IS REAL AND VERIFIABLE ...

Vander Hoven, a psychologist from Netherlands,announced his new discovery about the effect of reading the Quran and repeating the word ALLAH both on patients and on normal persons. The Dutch professor confirms his discovery with studies and research applied on many patients over a period of three years. Some of his patients were non-Muslims, others do not speak Arabic and were trained to pronounce the word 'ALLAH' clearly; the result was great, particularly on those who suffer from dejection and tension. Al Watan, a Saudi daily reported that the psychologist was quoted to say that Muslims who can read Arabic and who read the Quran regularly could protect themselves from psychological diseases.


The psychologist explained how each letter in the word 'ALLAH' affects healing of psychological diseases. He pointed out in his research that pronouncing the first letter in the word 'ALLAH' which is the letter (A), released from the respiratory system, controls breathing. He added that pronouncing the velar consonant (L) in the Arabic way, with the tongue touching slightly the upper part of the jaw producing a short pause and then repeating the same pause constantly, relaxes the expiration. Also, pronouncing the last letter which is the letter (H) makes a contact between the lungs and the heart and in turn this contact controls the heartbeat.


What is exciting in the study is that this psychologist is a non-Muslim, but interested in Islamic sciences and searching for the secrets of the Holy Quran. Allah, The Great and Glorious, says, We will show them Our signs in the universe and in their ownselves, until it becomes manifest to (remember me in your Dua) ALLAHU AKBAR Allah is great .

JOHN HOPKINS-LATEST FINDINGS ON CANCER

i got this from my aunt, who is a healthcare provider in jeddah royal king fahad hospital. i hope it is useful for us.



AFTER YEARS OF TELLING PEOPLE CHEMOTHERAPY IS THE ONLY WAY TO TRY AND ELIMINATE CANCER, JOHN HOPKINS IS FINALLY STARTING TO TELL YOU THERE IS AN ALTERNATIVE WAY.

1. Every person has cancer cells in the body. These cancer cells do not show up in the standard tests until they have multiplied to a few billion. When doctors tell cancer patients that there are no more cancer cells in their bodies after treatment, it just means the tests are unable to detect the cancer cells because they have not reached the detectable size.

2. Cancer cells occur between 6 to more than 10 times in a person's lifetime.

3. When the person's immune system is strong the cancer cells will be destroyed and prevented from multiplying and forming tumors.

4. When a person has cancer it indicates the person has multiple nutritional deficiencies. These could be due to genetic, environmental, food and lifestyle factors.

5. To overcome the multiple nutritional deficiencies, changing diet and including supplements will strengthen the immune system.

6. Chemotherapy involves poisoning the rapidly-growing cancer cells and also destroys rapidly-growing healthy cells in the bone marrow, gastrointestinal tract etc, and can cause organ damage, like liver, kidneys, heart, lungs etc.

7. Radiation while destroying cancer cells also burns, scars and damages healthy cells, tissues and organs.

8. Initial treatment with chemotherapy and radiation will often reduce tumor size. However prolonged use of chemotherapy and radiation do not result in more tumor destruction.

9. When the body has too much toxic burden from chemotherapy and radiation the immune system is either compromised or destroyed, hence the person can succumb to various kinds of infections and complications.

10. Chemotherapy and radiation can cause cancer cells to mutate and become resistant and difficult to destroy. Surgery can also cause cancer cells to spread to other sites.

11. An effective way to battle cancer is to starve the cancer cells by not feeding it with the foods it needs to multiply.



CANCER CELLS FEED ON:

a. Sugar is a cancer-feeder. By cutting off sugar it cuts off one important food supply to the cancer cells. Sugar substitutes like NutraSweet, Equal, Spoonful, etc. are made with Aspartame and it is harmful. A better natural substitute would be Manuka honey or molasses but only in very small amounts. Table salt has a chemical added to make it white in color. Better alternative is Bragg's Aminos or sea salt.

b. Milk causes the body to produce mucus, especially in the gastrointestinal tract. Cancer feeds on mucus. By cutting off milk and substituting with unsweetened soy milk cancer cells are being starved.

c. Cancer cells thrive in an acid environment. A meat-based diet is acidic and it is best to eat fish, and a little chicken rather than beef or pork. Meat also contains livestock antibiotics, growth hormones and parasites, which are all harmful, especially to people with cancer.

d. A diet made of 80% fresh vegetables and juice, whole grains, seeds, nuts and a little fruit help put the body into an alkaline environment. About 20% can be from cooked food including beans. Fresh vegetable juices provide live enzymes that are easily absorbed and reach down to cellular levels within 15 minutes to nourish and enhance growth of healthy cells. To obtain live enzymes for building healthy cells try and drink fresh vegetable juice (most vegetables including bean sprouts) and eat some raw vegetable s 2 or 3 times a day. Enzymes are destroyed at temperatures of 104 degrees F (40 degrees C).

e. Avoid coffee, tea, and chocolate, which have high caffeine. Green tea is a better alternative and has cancer-fighting properties. Water-best to drink purified water, or filtered, to avoid known toxins and heavy metals in tap water. Distilled water is acidic, avoid it.

12. Meat protein is difficult to digest and requires a lot of digestive enzymes. Undigested meat remaining in the intestines become putrefied and leads to more toxic build-up.

13. Cancer cell walls have a tough protein covering. By refraining from or eating less meat it frees more enzymes to attack the protein walls of cancer cells and allows the body's killer cells to destroy the cancer cells.

14. Some supplements build up the immune system (IP6, Flor-ssence, Essiac, anti-oxidants, vitamins, minerals, EFAs etc.) to enable the body’s own killer cells to destroy cancer cells. Other supplements like vitamin E are known to cause apoptosis, or programmed cell death, the body's normal method of disposing of damaged, unwanted anted, or unneeded cells.

15. Cancer is a disease of the mind, body, and spirit. A proactive and positive spirit will help the cancer warrior be a survivor. Anger, resentment, and bitterness put the body into a stressful and acidic environment. Learn to have a loving and forgiving spirit. Learn to relax and enjoy life.

16. Cancer cells cannot thrive in an oxygenated environment. Exercising daily and deep breathing helps to get more oxygen down to the cellular level. Oxygen therapy is another means employed to destroy cancer cells.

CANCER UP-DATE FROM JOHN HOPKINS HOSPITAL, U S A

1. No plastic containers in microwave.
2. No water bottles in freezer.
3. No plastic wrap in microwave.


Johns Hopkins has recently sent this out in its newsletters. This information is being circulated at Walter Reed Army Medical Center as well.

Dioxin chemicals cause cancer, especially breast cancer.
Dioxins are highly poisonous to the cells of our bodies.
Don't freeze your plastic bottles with water in them as this releases dioxins from the plastic.

Recently, Dr. Edward Fujimoto, Wellness Program Manager at Castle Hospital, was on a TV program to explain this health hazard. He talked about dioxins and how bad they are for us. He said that we should not be heating our food in the microwave using plastic containers.

This especially applies to foods that contain fat. He said that the combination of fat, high heat, and plastics releases dioxin into the food and ultimately into the cells of the body. Instead, he recommends using glass, such as Corning Ware, Pyrex or ceramic containers for heating food. You get the same results, only without the dioxin. So such things as TV dinners, instant ramen and soups, etc., should be removed from the container and heated in something else.

Paper isn't bad but you don't know what is in the paper. It's just safer to use tempered glass, Corning Ware, etc. He reminded us that a while ago some of the fast food restaurants moved away from the foam containers to paper. The dioxin problem is one of the reasons.

Also, he pointed out that plastic wrap, such as Saran, is just as dangerous when placed over foods to be cooked in the microwave. As the food is nuked, the high heat causes poisonous toxins to actually melt out of the plastic wrap and drip into the food. Cover food with a paper towel instead.

lepas dua puluh

nasib takde dua puluh satu.

cukup dua puluh hari aku takde break, hari ni, sabtu 4/4/09, aku finally ada 1 day off... alamak aihh... nikmatnya. aku dah telan suppliments untuk buat aku tido, aku plan nak bangun selewat-lewatnya. nak bayar qada' tido.... well, that was the plan. sekali tengok... tetap terjaga, mungkin sebab dah terbiasa kott. la ni, aku takleh nak tido. aku cuma boleh nak online dan browse the net. serious aku tak ngantuk...

haiishh... tido la REd oiii.... ko ada cuti sehari ni. minggu depan dah 7days lagi...

X_0

REd all about it!

mencuri tag hawtness :P

1. Open this website : personality quiz
2. Take the Personality Quiz
3. Copy Paste the result
4. Tag your friends
- djambu
- peeps
- merahitujambu
- mas
- eliea
- ain
- maiti (kalau kau masih around la)



Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true. true

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. true

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success. true

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying. true

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear. true

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

just wait....

i got a call yesterday. a call from the uni's HOD. he knew very well that we weren't happy when we were told to go to AS. actually, the real truth behind the story was, we were pushed to go there, by the senior batches who are never easy to deal with in the first place. as obedient students, we went there, day-in, day-out. never complaining anymore, just obliging to the demands.

so, as i was saying....the call....

i took the call, not expecting anything super out of it. just another call i supposed, to let me know about what will be going on for the next week. but to my greatest surprise, it was the call that made my day. HOD of uni, dr. yesSir, told me: "alia, next week the senior batch that was in SP will come to AS. so that means, your group will go back to SP" i was like:

"oh my God!" with all the emotions generated in my voice until dr. yesSir had to say "wait...wait...wait...calm down, calm down". i could hear him smiling, even in his voice. because the day that he told me that we were to be in AS, my face changed totally from sad to worse than sad, and he definitely saw it. and before i left his room when he told me of the grave news, i said: "it's ok sir, i believe, and i always pray for the best". true enough, the best came, like 3 days after.

i always tell the people around me to practice the "law of attraction" and try not to be negative. well, i am not perfect and sometimes, i do have the negative thoughts lingering in my head. but as according to The Secret, the law of attraction works in so many different ways, and it is sure to work if we keep on thiking about it. i never stopped thinking about coming back to SP. no matter how hard they pushed me, i still had hope. and my hope came in the end.

after the call with dr. yesSir, i was given the privillege to have the HOD of hosp's (mr. sweetheart) number, which not many students have in their p/book. so, i called him up and asked him about the arrangements for us for the coming week. he was asking me how was the teaching for last week and i said that i was in AS, i tot he didn't realize that we weren't in SP. but he rephrased himself and wanted to know how did i feel about the teaching in AS. i just told him honestly: "sir, i'd rather be in SP".

we were talking for a while and i was telling him about us coming back and the seniors going to AS. i could hear that he was happy to have us back. and i am pretty sure he knows that we are more than glad to come back.

i told my group of the great news this morning. i can't help but keep all the energy that was generated thru their happyness. they were thanking me and all, but i assure them that it wasn't me to be thankful to, but God, as he has fated that good things comes to those who wait....

Mr. Alia

aku tengah sibuk inspect diabetic foot ulcer yang sangat foul smelling,sampaikan yang lain semua diri jauh. aku tekan segala pus yang ada, check sampai mana extension pus tacking tu, dan keep on examining, sambil bertanya soalan2 yang berkenaan sama pakcik tu. then ada orang berkata:

"alia, you ni confirm sugeon la"

.....elated.....