macam mana neh?

ahad lepas: masuk2 ward je, aku terkejut: ni hospital ke apa? kosong je....

iye, hari ahad hari tu sangat la slow. patient yang berlambak yang aku nampak masa hari khamis, kebanyakannya dah on home leave. so, yang ada pun, sorang je patient baru, about 5 patients lama, and SitiNurHaliza, ye she is back in the ward. so sekarang ada 3 patient perempuan: SNH, KakMawar, and KekasihMawi.

aku kerap juga la borak sama the female patients ni. saje je. want to know more about them. plus, creating a good rapport with them is vital in eliciting the main problem of their psychiatrict illness kan? masa tgk derang tgh melepak tunggu doctor buat rounds, aku pun diri sana, cakap2 sama derang. tetiba KakMawar hulur tangan, aku sambut la salam dia. sekali dia cium tangan aku la pulak. aku dah mula rasa segan, iye la, she is elder than me kan. SNH pun salam juga. but she macam biasa je. KekasihMawi, haaa... takyah cerita la. cium tangan siap ngan tetiba.... dia tarik aku and peluk aku. i was like.....erk.... hari tu baru kena cium neh. hehehe... lepas peluk tu, KekasihMawi cakap: "Masya'Allah, kamu ni wangi sungguh ye!". mana tak wangi, tu sebab b'day pressie list minta perfume. dah nak habis perfume aku sembur satu badan hari2 neh :P

"....itu Chemong, baru nak dekat
dia dah cakar..."

lepas dah habis ngan ward work, turun bawah lak gi clinic. biasa arr, clinics are on sundays and mondays. hari tu, we all duduk sama HOD sambil dia terima outpatients. she will randomly soh kami panggil her patients and sometimes we even have to clerk them infront of her because she wants to evaluate our technique. bila sampai turn aku, i was to call *Mush, a 31 year old male. he came for follow up with his father. aku diberitahu by HOD to clerk him. which i did. but tak sempat nak habis, HOD took over because i was asking close-ended questions, mostly.

Mush masa tu tengah dalam keadaan remission, which means he is very stable, like normal. and masa HOD took over my clerking, Mush minta maaf cause he has to talk to the doctor. aku cakap, takpe arr, go ahead. so i sat there and listen to the conversation between them. Mush is very aware of his illness. he knows what it is called as well as he knows the proper terms. so i am assuming that he is rather educated. pong pang pong pang lepas the session between him, his father, and HOD, the pair had to make a move. sebelum pergi tu, Mush sempat lagi neh. addressing me:

"erm, maaflah ye. tak sempat nak habiskan session kita tadi"

"owh, takpe, takpe"

"kalau nak tanya lagi ke, nak tau lagi ke boleh. boleh kasi fon number? nanti boleh kita borak kat telefon, boleh tau lebih lanjut lagi pasal saya. apa2 yang awak nak tahu le"

"....erk...."

HOD to me, as soon as the patient left: "haaa... you better be careful k"

me, breaking into a sweat: "iye doc, baiklah"

(+_+")