Because you are reading my blog

Because YOU are reading my blog....
I want you to know that being around you feels more awkward and less comfortable. Sometimes I feel that I don't even know you anymore. Like as if you have morphed into another person, a whole new person except for that sense of humor that will never change, thank God. I forgot what it is like to have a conversation with you. But I never forget anything else. Weird...

Because YOU are reading my blog....
I want you to know that I have learned to move on and in the process of that, I have also learned to think positive all the time. Therefore, I tend not to have regrets but learn from my mistakes. But the thing is, I totally REGRET knowing you. You have worn a mask when we first knew each other. I should have trusted my insticts. I hated your cutesy-pretentious-self, and now, I just plain HATE you. OK, this might sound harsh, but it is true what she said to me: sometimes I wish that you were dead, at least I would have known you as a good friend and not a witch spelled with a capital B.

Because YOU are reading my blog....
I want you to know that I don't want you to change yourself because of me. You can be who you are but you have to know that sometimes I think you are lame and a bit boring, that kinda reminds me of someone in my past. I don't want you to do that to me. I don't want to be reminded of my past. I am so happy that I got to know you in the craziest way possible and I am lying if I say that you are not on my mind. It is just that I wish that you are more spontaneous and crazy, like you will jump when I jump. Then when I am about to crash, you will be my safety net. I know, I ask for too much right?

Because YOU are reading my blog....
Please stop being the devil with soft feathery white wings. If you think you are right, don't be afraid. Don't hide yourself.

Because YOU are reading my blog....
I just want to remind you that I am not you. Seriously, I can go crazy trying to tell you that. I am a totally different person.

Because YOU ALL are reading my blog....
thank you so much. Don't forget to click on my Nuffnang :P

and lastly....

Because YOU are reading my blog...
~~I M U~~