nothings

semalam aku berjaga lagi. sampai pukul 3pagi aku keep on checking. dah tahap paranoid pun iya juga. selalu aku dok dalam bilik atau tido aku tak kunci pintu. but now, everything is shut tight. tapi zulis cakap: "it is not paranoia if it is real". phew... aku tak crazy la ni :P

pukul 4pagi aku bangun lagi. mmg takleh nak tido terfikirkan psycho tu. aku intip kat tingkap. still no signs of him. dalam pukul 12tgh malam tu, the civillian police came on their bikes. aku tak jumpa derang, but jo-ee did. good to know that they are doing their jobs.

semalam juga peeps and zulis teman aku online. thanks guys. tapi peeps bukan la actually teman. dia beritahu aku berita sedih. kesian dia.... Chewie dah mati kena gigit ngan stray dogs. sorry peeps. he is in a better place. trust me.

aku tak tau naper gambar ni tak straight. serious takde mood nak betulkan. but anyway, ni Midnite, bukan Chewie. peeps, harap hang dapat ubat rindu arr bila tengok gambaq ni naa...


aku pun ada berita sedih juga. bodoh arr... apa punya sistem pun tak tau. cuti kat kedah tak berterusan. we have friday, saturday, monday off. tapi sunday ada hospital. and yang lagi cacat tu, since i am still in the DHO posting, friday is a campus day. so kira, cuti aku is only saturday, monday. aku nak balik KL. aku nak tengok adik aku, aku nak tengok bapak, aku nak tengok family lain yang aku dah janji since last week that i will be coming back. sekarang, i am in a rut, tak tahu nak balik ke tidak. aku takleh nak skip sunday since it is the first day of hospital and i have been chosen to be group leader by my peers for this posting. takkan aku nak lepas tangan and ponteng kan. and takkan aku tak nak amik challenge of being a group leader as this posting (orthopaedics), is known to have the toughest lectures to deal with ever!

pastu, tadi package from Rozel baru sampai. penuh ngan 2009 calender. this is our project. we took pictures of her cats, made it into a calender and we are selling it in support of Rumah Baitul Kasih. this orphanage mmg tak dapat funds dari mana2. it is solely relying on the good people who donates to them. so kalau saper2 nak beli this calender, please contact me k. aku tau it is already march. but remember that we are not taking any profit at all. 100% of the money that we make out of selling the calenders are given to the orphanage. any takers?

bnyk responsibilities that is testing my sanity sekarang. but i am holding on. this is just a minor part of it.